IFFUFU

CUTI NI BUAT APA?

2012-02-14T00:50:00.001+08:00

A: CUTI NI KAU BUAT APA JE?
B: BELAJAR ILMU RUMAH TANGGA

=.=

p/s: How i really wish my husband-to be is a VEGGIE'S LOVER!

angelica ca ca ca

2012-02-14T00:35:00.000+08:00

my blood pressure was so low.

86/53

no wonder i felt as if i am walking on moon or mars or jupiter

possible reasons:

1. skip dinner last night
2. tido lambat gara gara pillow talk
3. bibik being tooo rajing! wakakakaka TIPU SANGAT!

mommy forced me to drink air halia.
daddy forced me drinking this traditional japanese herbs medicine named ashitoba or the scientific name is angelica keskei or the english name, the tommorrow leaf plant. (what a cute name though)

MANNN IT'S DAMNNN BITTERRR!!! PAHIIIIITTTTTTTT!!!

I wonder how bingjat able to do that 5 times a day!

wengkenching

DOUBTS

2012-02-12T02:57:00.002+08:00

i should really start rearranging the life
how fast time flies.
i just couldn't believe the fact that when people ask "how old are you?", the answer is "err 21"
it took me half a minute to come up with the answer.
wondering what i've done over these 20 years.

impressed of how Rasul, his sahabats, great people coloured their life eversince young..
yes, alhamdulillah i enjoy the good life God has granted me
but it comes to one question.
what extraordinary thing has i done with all the nikmats?
sometimes it's tiring being average. being a follower.
i want to GIVE. not just RECEIVE.

there is an urge to change.there is.
but i am afraid.
the bigger i am the more responsibilities i hold. the more commitments i need to give
and to change means to be able to surrender myself to more responsibilities.
would i be able to do that.
where should i start.

and time keeps tickling...

looking back at myself,
sometimes i think i'm losing it
bit by bit
where is the strength
when weaknesses starts accumulating more than it should be.

i am afraid.
i am bored of wasting time.

dating

2012-02-03T19:10:00.001+08:00

bibik fah had a break.

as usual the "boyfriend" picked me up.
went to the curve.
main intention - to buy felt!

so we did.
tiba2 makcik apam angau apabonda nak belajar menjahit pulaaa..

TARAAA

makan dengan hati senang.
have i ever told you, spaghetti is my FAVOURITE! its yummy!!
beli cincin pink dikdik!

and THE BEST PART, accident depan rumah.
budak form 2 naik motor kakak kat simpang tak berhenti. langgar kereta atikah.
drama starts right there and then.
teruk gak ah.
but things settled.

went to her house.
sleepoverrr
menjahit jahit plus teman tidur sebab datuk datin dating kat vietnam.

esoknyaaaa!
KELUAR LAGI!!!
weekikiki

pi ikea makan meetballs atas permintaan Qil Qul Qal.
she has a boyfriendddd now.
and i feel sooo left out!
tsk tsk T_T

ZzzZ

watched mysterious island.
caught up jerit-macam-pondan-tengok-shark-kecik-cinonet!
hahahaha hahahahha hahahahhaha

and they keep callin me IPUPUPU

=.=

DEDEDEMAM

2012-01-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

It has been awhile.

or maybe God fulfilled the prayers.
good health during the exam week.

there might be four possible reasons

1. jangkit dengan sulaiman
2. gara-gara gigi bongsu
3. kelantan sejuk macam london
4. spent hours in the car - aircond troublesome

or maybe 5,6,7 other reasons hahaha

time to rest.

adulthood

2012-01-21T00:18:00.000+08:00

passed the teenage-hood life with flying colors doesn't mean that the adulthood phase is the same.

zzz zzz

ANYWAY,
had organic spaghetti for lunch and vegeeeesss for dinner!
home serves the stomach with healthier food <3

esok balik kampunnnggg! yeayy

cant wait!

cute like apek

Hahahahahahaha finally u admit it!

*mood: random

today i made him cried

2012-01-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

i just arrived home.

weird enough to find some belerang all around the house. mom said semalam ada ular masuk rumah.
and afterwards we had dinner.
i kept asking about the ular. how, when it happened. ayah didnt answer much. he asked ijat to explain it to me.. he tried. he really did.

but he just dont remember.

and then he cried. the tears gets into the food. trying hard to cover it.

sound start

2012-01-18T03:44:00.000+08:00

it has been a while
hoh i dont even realise its 2012. significantly passed by with too many, uncountable emotions. i am 20. finally. or maybe 21. whichever sounds better..

looking back through the pages, i've overcome quite a number of fears. of challenges. of decisions.

being mature is all about that.

and you dont have to "look" mature, to be matured.

2011

2010-12-31T02:16:00.002+08:00

Do you know where you're going to?

Do you like the things that life's been showing you?

Where are you going to?

Do you know?

Do you get what you're hoping for?

When you look behind you there's no open door

What are you hoping for?

Do you know?

CELEBRATE 2011 WITH ANTICIPATION!

mirror, mirror

2010-12-22T17:10:00.000+08:00

Mirror, Mirror,

lie to me

and show me what

I want to see,

a world untouched,

un-harmed by love,

a world not cursed,

that soars above,

a world of warmth,

not cold as ice,

a world where hearts break once,

not twice.

Mirror, Mirror,

lie to me

and show me what

I wish to see,

a moonlit night,

not pouring rain,

tears cried for joy,

not cried for pain,

a peaceful life,

a brand-new slate,

a world where love

can't turn to hate.

Mirror, Mirror,

lie to me

and show me what

I hope to see,

a world where pain

cannot occur,

where tears don't make

my vision blur,

where happiness

can't drag me down,

and love won't try

to make me drown.

Mirror, Mirror,

lie to me

and show me what

I pray to see,

a place where I

won't need to feel,

where time and life

are not so real,

a place where I

don't need to think,

where into death

I'll never sink.

Mirror, Mirror,

lie to me

and show me what

I know can't be,

a world where cuts

don't bleed or scar,

where I can watch

life from afar,

a world where I

can hide away,

to die again

another day.

Now Mirror, Mirror,

lie to me

and show me what

I need to see.